The shame and humiliation that is attached with infidelity is real but cheating on someone with the same sex or someone who entertains the thought of beastiality is often unheard of and creates levels of shame that is unimaginable. To others it’s entertainment or a joke, some may even laugh, but the truth is, many women experience this type of betrayal in plain sight of society. There are apps that promote this behavior as if it’s normal and acceptable to betray your spouse and family by living a secret life as a completely different person. Yet, understanding that every person brought into our lives reflects something back to us of ourselves- a part that needs to be healed, is key to healing from traumatic relationships as such. In this book, Cindy Kaywin vulnerably shares her story with a rare openness that is completely raw; a story that many spend their lives hiding, with the hopes to bring awareness to a rampant issue in our world as well as unity to the victims of it and encouraging self-love. All while taking the reader through her journey of self-discovery, healing, and clarity from such a surreal experience.